I must try to find a way to refocus myself one day at a time. Being productive will only take me as far as the work I put in. While my work out period won’t be 3 months; I hope that two will suffice in preparation for the role in South Pacific. After the role, I can then search for who may find me employable.
Full time work is the goal however. I must be willing to be open to paychecks and labors that will sustain me for longer periods of time; so that I may be able to save revenue up for goals.
I am aware the time to have fun will limit itself with the full-time gig, but the signing of the contract made it so my Pandemic had been spent awaiting the one opportunity I had made as supposed to being open to all opportunities. I hope that my preparation suffices though.